i am prepared... to die! =x


LOL! i open up my lecture notes and start reading... yet nth make any sense to me... and instead of reading further... i have decided to escape here to blog.... wahahahaha...


2 more papers before my holidays starts... (provided i have no sub paper, aka paper u take if u fail a module) seriously... i WANTED to make full use of my remaining time before my attachment... yet... i feel so lazy to even step out of the house... ARG~!


trying hard not to anchor myself before my attachment... not because i am selfless, partially... disappointment is one big rock tat lies on my path... 4 months is neither long nor is it short. hurling myself deep could not be avoid, refusing to sink is something my character does nt permits. i finally understands the following chinese words...


香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害。。。
不要轻易说爱， 许下的承诺就是欠下的债。。。

老鼠对猫说我爱你，
猫说你走开， 老鼠流泪走开，
谁也没看见老鼠走后，
猫也流了一滴泪。。。
其实有一种爱叫做放弃。。。


in short, abit of emo-ing in a lazy sun afternoon sometimes bring more "enlightenment?"
yet... understanding and actions needs very different capability... wondering whether i have gain enuf experience to cast my actions efficiently?


stop wondering what am i thinking...
coz... tat person might exactly be u? wahahaha... (guess tat kinda impossible though..)

:)

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