MONEY MONEY MONEY!


keke... juz got a part time job doing data entry! :)
$0.40 per survey key in... and best of all... its located just right beside Chinatown MRT! wOots! one str8 MRT down...
*Joanna/Michelle/JS if urall are reading tis... SMS me when urall going tea chapter? coz its juz a stone throw away! weeeeeeeee!!!*


haha... finally i am getting myself some income... i guess i am going to chiong all the surveys and hopefully by end of two weeks able to earn me @ least $500 to top up my bank acount which is running very low for the past. . . dunno how many days, months, yrs!


hopefully i get an extra and can have an excuse to enjoy myself :)
lalala~~

muhahahaha! its time to push my body to the limit!


sounds very perverted... but like my fren say... if i dun try, i can never know where is my ultimate limit! been a slacker for the past 19yrs... juz like a chinese saying 饭来张口，钱来升手... so yea... to eye bags and pimples! here i come!!!

ARG! in 12 hrs time i am going to teach tution again!

long hrs + low pay... guess tat pretty much a gd introduction to my job if i would continue pursue my 14yrs of passion! (nt teach tution... but be a teacher in pri sch)


time for some pic update... :P


grew some water babies/crystals for my money plant... hopefully the money plant in my room dun die tml...





was clearing up my messy room and i found this! first alcoholic drink i purchase and drink :)
its juz milk wif a tinny winny bit of voka... nt bad!





dental gum... taste quite nice! :)





my fav food for 2 months when i am @ jurong island...





some neoprints that we took last yr... *HINT tis yr haven take leh...*





haha... a pass that can bring me nO where except from the dressing room to concourse :(





wOots... the third hand...





guess wat it is attached to?





yea! an laptop wif so many icon on its desktop!





i am international... founded on airplane :)





At the end of the rainbow... i wish i could find...





sun rise or sun set... wat u think?

hey~!


yea.. its quite a while since i blogged... cant help when i am trying to get a life offline...
first few steps are quite rough... slowly getting used to having a life... caught 2 movies... MAMA MIA and MIRROR... both start wif M, but one makes me laugh like mad man while another makes me cling on to the cinema seats handle...


too sleepy to continue... blog again tml... with pictures :D

guess what kev and nard said was right after all... its time i stop hesitating and start moving forward... since staying put i am juz giving myself no other options n no conclusion... juz like a stone stays at 1 point in the river, it'll get smaller n smaller... but if a stone is carried away by the current, it'll still get smaller n smaller, but will get to go new places :)


jayden shall declare he is stagnant NO more...

be truthful or risk offending ppl...


its a skill tat i haven really master over 19yrs of my life... i am pretty stupid and slow right? haha...
lets see if u are as stupid as me... hmmmmmmm...



Here are somethings you may not know......

1. Coca-Cola was originally green.

2. The most common name in the world is Mohammed.

3. The name of all the continents ends with the same letter that they start with.

4. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.

5. There are two credit cards for every person in the United States .

6. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

7. Women blink nearly twice as much as men!

8. You can't kill yourself by holding your breath..

9. It is impossible to lick your elbow..

10. People say 'Bless you' when you sneeze because when you Sneeze, your heart stops for a millisecond.

11. It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky.

12. The 'sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick' is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language.

13. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to Suppress a sneeze; you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die..

14. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents great king from History. 'Spades' - King David; 'Clubs' - Alexander the Great; ' Hearts' -Charlemagne; 'Diamonds' - Julius Caesar.

15. 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321

16. If a statue of a warrior on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the horse has a all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.

17 What do bullet proof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers and laser printers all have in common?
Ans. - All invented by women.

18. Honey - This is the only food that doesn't spoil.

19. A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out.

20. All polar bears are left handed.

21. Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

22. Shakespeare invented the word 'assassination'and 'bump'.

23. Stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand.

24. The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.

25. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.

26. And finally 99% of peoplewho read this will try to lick their elbow.

cheers! (tOo bad i am tat 1% =x)

went chomp chomp wif a group of my close fren yesterday! ordered the usual... sting ray... sugar cane... oyster egg... and alot alot more... but we forget to take pictures... ARG! had a great time catching up!! come to think of it now... i nOe them for 6~7 yrs le... gosh!! its like so so long~~ sec 1/sec 2 days seem juz like yesterday... all of them change from ugly duckings to lovely swans le... except me :(


looking for jobs... part time... if anyone got lobang... can intro me?

haha... wondering to myself y am i still awaken @ tis weird hr... cant seem to get an answer... dun wish to... anyways... the mini performance @ esplanade has finally come to an end... thought its nt very gd... annual concert @ Victoria concert hall will be better! hee....









ooh... and yesterday was the last day for my INTERNSHIP! its finally OVER after 6 freaking long months!!! wOots! even though i gotta work OT for my last day... and coming back to sch after my internship to "impart" skills... i am still glad... no longer am i tied to 9~6pm in sch everyday... a small part of me... (as usual) is feeling kinda sad...

6 mths past so fast... i was waking @ 4am every mornin to take bus to jurong island... having to work 2 dead shift (midnite shift)... went to china wif 4 totally stranger, coming back as 4 close frenz... staying wif a stranger for 2 mths in a damn small cosy who had tat become one of my closer frenz... came back SG, waking @ 530am each mornin so as to get to sch by 830am everyday for another 2 mths... i guess i will miss tis kinda lifestyle...

nt forgetting... exploring places by trying to make up what the chinese characters says... trying new foods... getting conned thinking that everything is so cheap... faking smiles... rushing to meet deadlines... preparing for 1st ever public performance i done with both performance are 2 weeks apart... cooking 18 tea eggs for 3 days 3 nights... and much much more...

within tis 6mths... i felt i had grown alot alot older... i learnt to see things more easily... letting things go more freely... tat, (from what i heard) is what all overseas internship students learnt too... kinda glad? kinda sad? kinda lost? kinda gain...

after an outing with weik, zac and nard... i realise that sometimes... an anchor to pull/held doesnt have to be a person or an object... noe what is ur initial goal... and hook on firmly to it... although it might seem gray and dull now... it will nt stay gray forever... nth is ever fixed... every single thing around is mobile.. it juz ends with how fast or slow the motion is... keeping up, falling back.. or even moving ahead...


okie... the more i blog... the more emo i get... maybe i shld stop for tonite..
haox that u see 6 months before... wun be the haox u see 6 months after...
the overwhelming distance of what is right and what is wrong wrong govern by the society is guided by fine line of approval and disapproval of the majority?


last but nt least... a song tat i love... and hope u would love it too :)

haha... first time performing @ esplanade... kinda scare... thx god everything was smooth? with a bit, juz a tiny bit of small bump here and there... LOL!
last mid-autumn performance by TPCO is today! haha... i will only be in one of the slots! :)


kkz... i am late le... gtg sch... photos will be updated ASAP!
thus... till then...

ahhhhhhhh... time flys... its hours later before the performance starts... lets hope and pray for the better!!!


anyways.... was kinda sad/fustrated yesterday... guess its all up to me and my partner for our major project... since we are being isolated and no one can help us... ARG! i dun understand y am i so suay! its like suay till no one has suay before... no matter wat... i am juz nt going to sit here and do nth allowing them give me a C or even D+ for my major project... i believe i can change my fate! i dun care le! the more they dun wanna me go up... the more i would push my way through... (ask the aunty tat take tat crowded bus wif me early mornin if u dun believe) LOL!


ooh... and i suddenly realise i am seriously lagging behind... nt juz interms of intelligents... but also some mindset... gosh... and my skills in playing instruments too... looks like i got alot alot of catching up to do! alter ego? co-exist? i will never gonna sit and see wat happen le... coz i am here to make it happen :)

Word of the day is Prioritizing


haha... emo hao is here to talk bout how he feel about prioritizing...

prioritizing to emo hao is a skill that he had been trying to learn for a long time but cant grasp the skill of it... to him... its a very very hard to manage word that he will try to avoid @ all cost... but it juz come back to him everytime... coz... his life is always leading to the extremes... its either 0 ppl find him or 100 ppl find him for a period of time... he dunno how to priortised and often offended alot of people because of that... trying hard to please everyone around him is nt easy for him... dunno when to be himself and when to be someone that others precieve as...

its easy to say juz be urself... but what happens when emo hao dun even noe who/what/how to be himself? haha... impossible? maybe not?


music has always been a warm and cosy place for emo hao to find a secluded place to ponder.. pondering what he really wants... what he really is... how he wanna get to what he wants... at wat price...


prioritizing is something emo hao going practise from today onwards... puting what he thinks is important first and chunk aside what he thinks doesnt even deserve his attention... sound fierce... but... emo hao hates it when he prioritise things first yet he is priorities last... "whats the point" is racing across his head whenever it happen... and "it wun happen again" always try to win the fight... but even "it wun happen again" is getting tired of fighting now... and decided to rest for a period of time and let "whats the point" take over :)


Muster all he could muster... Master what he could master... emo hao swears he is changing... for the better... till that is achieve... he is still a vulunable kid =x

BACK TO BLOGGING!


haha.. been very very busy for the last few days =x
was preparing for a mini performance on fri evening... haiz... i felt so useless... practice one song for quite some time le... yet... fail to play it!! with another mini one coming tis wed... i seriously have no idea how am i going to smoke pass... however... something suprising happen... manage to play one song (but very bad pitching) even though i didnt really practice tat much... haha... more practice i suppose...


hmmmmm... wif CO aside.. nick, aka "lao pa" has officially enlisted... hehe... botak!!! haiz... but so sad lah... one less ppl to seek advice in the future le and the "family gathering" will be more difficult le! how nice can life gets...


how i wish i could grow up fast! (nt in terms of age... but in terms of mindset)... coz i had a weird image/dream? coz i got a feeling i am nt sleeping... yet... i cant control the images... maybe tat is wat my sub conscious wanna tell me i suppose? sounds weird right! =x

will the dependent change to the dependable? haha... lets hope it happen before i reach 20? LOL! hate the feeling of being helpless and lost!

weeeeeeeeee!!!!! woke up early early today mornin to cook TEA EGGS!


wahahahaha... yea... its kinda interesting... wait till fri for the wonderful tea eggs pics...
sometimes... or shld i say at all times... no matter in wat situation... it always takes two hands to clap... one is never enuf... :)

i learnt it the hard way... and i guess... i shld pay attention to what needs my attention and as for the rest... i doubt i have the extra time and effort to spare... sounded harsh, but tats life... :)


CO family last? (hope nt) gathering @ e-hub... almost complete members... juz tat my sister's brother-in-law didnt came down... :P


my proud niece?



jackpot!! wOots!!!



can u believe it!!!

today is 8th sept MONDAY!!!


4 more days to 12sept... and 9 more days to 17th sept... 11 more days to 19th sept!!! =x
i am so dead! performing and chionging project... guess my early nights will be suspended for a moment.. and early mornin blogging might be too... coz late night = late wake = no time early blogging... haha...


ahhhhhhh... i think i left my handphone charger in sch... so my handphone now is dead!!! no more listening to music on way to sch!!! sianz sianz sianz.. =.= (okie tats abit random)

on a brighter side... yesterday had a CO "family" gathering @ ehub... organise by me? nt really a successful one =x but i hope most ppl had fun! haha... if only the last person did come down... it would have been a splendid evening... haha... it wasnt as fun without u around leh... :P
okie... it sounded abit wrong... sorry ya... need to add in some "effect" mar... if nt ppl will fall asleep half way reading the whole chunk of words..


photos shld be up by tml... i guess i need to go sch soon? coz today got DRP student coming down... and i need to be an entertainer... o.O haha... juz kidding la... coz when i join DRP when i was in yr 1... my senior were pretty nice and friendly to me... tis need to be pass down!!! (even though i am so tired and shag... i noe i can do tis!!! FIGHTING!)

hehe... wanted to change my blogskin... but cant find a suitable one... so did some minor adjustment... if u did noticed... LOL! nth big scale coz dun really have the time and the idea yet...


anyways... i shld pronounce myself to be the 宅男 for the month... sch home sch... home work home... study eat sleep... how much more 宅 can i possibility get? if not for the rush of adrenaline to cut my hair... i would look more 宅 now... haha... but i love short hair... coz easy to style!!!


enuf of randomness... anyone has any tution lobang to offer? i have experiences in teaching group tution... but wanna try out 1 to 1 tution too! haha... i need more $$$ to give myself a makeover by the age of 20! =x LOL!

shld not be blogging now... but i need a place to emO! haha... alone in lib doing literature review now... finally i felt i been exercising my brain excessively for the first time since i came back... did alot of thinking and alot of information filing into the mini brain of mine!


its damn cold/empty and quiet now... finally there is an equilibrium with whats around me and what i am feeling inside... haha... so rare! was chatting wif cLe last nite... its true going to overseas for a long period will be fruitful... ppl around will change drastically... frm close fren to norm fren... frm norm fren to close fren or even acquaintance .. its just like ur life been fast forward to 1 or even 3yrs time... there is always two side to the picture... on one hand, u are kinda "abandon" while on another hand, u found what can really last through time and what are u actually been striving for all these yrs...


leave me in an empty place... tats how emo i can actually get... gosh... i better get back to my work! today clocking out @ 530... hmmmmmmm... will it happen? haha...

ARG!



*short and sweet for a friday :)*

gosh! its 4th sept, thur already... days to 19th sept seem so far yet so near... and my project is nt even 1/10 completed! worst... 12th/17th/18th sept is nearer and i haven fully conquer 1/11 song... arg!!! lets hope some miracle might happen to change the situation... LOL!


time is seriously nt on my side... =x which reminds me i am seriously late for tat bus too... haha...

early early mornin again! haha...


was chatting wif a fren last nitex... and it make me realise what i really really wanted.. it takes two hands to clap is something tat i need to learn... keke...


weeeeeeee.... the dream had stop again! =D lets hope and pray it dun continue... wahahahaha.... if nt i seriously will be going mad soon lah!

all rights... my lappy batt is running flat... lazy to bring out charger... till tml i suppose :P

100th post!!!


haha... finally reach the 100th post for tis blog... wahahahaha! its been a long journey of blogging =x


ahhhhhh!!! i am so STRESS!!! how i wish life is something like china... so relaxing... now i am so stress tat i having a MAJOR pimple outbreak!! =x and its nt stopping even i drown myself with water and force myself to sleep early... haiz... y am i so fated to stick with pimples! i need to relax... but... the lagging behind in major project... and the CO performance... (if u wanna can support me... its a free concert... LOL! drop me a sms for more details) anyways... i hope i can survived through tis and become a better person... a better man... LOL! tat song is nice la... to be a better man...


ooh... JeeOnn!!! u har... y so suay de... the dream stop liao then it appear again last nite!! haiz... u seriously can be psychologist la.. so power in psycho-ing ppl...

here comes my mornin grumbles again!

haha... finally the dream still to disappear... :) coz i think i am so tired mentally, tat i woke up thinking i had juz momentary close my eyes... LOL! though the chain dreamz seem to end.. the feeling is kinda... i wouldnt say sad bahx... more like.. disappointed =x i guess its about time... time to grow up!!! my 20th bd is coming in less than 6 mth time!!! and i am still acting like a 15/16 yrs old!!! gosh! thx god i had nice fren around to wake me up! haha...


its so funny at times... where u are suppose to hate and forget someone... yet... u cant seem to forget, and when the person appear after disappearing for a uncontactable long time u cant seem to hate... and worst is when you could "read minds" of people around u but u cant seem to read mind of tat one particular person, it will really fustrated u alot dun u think so? doubt tat person will noe of my blog or bother reading bout it... haha... so if u are reading... u noe i am nt refering to u! =p


kkz... i better be going off... its monday! hope i will nt be so late today :P
(if u notice... i change my title of the blog! it seem so much more nicer compare to the original one! haha... wat u think?)