TA DA! *blinks*


it has been a while.. (okiE..) a long while since i updated any thing significant..

Birthday Celebration, CNY, NSF *cohesion* outing(s) and all the dramas happening in my simple life...


I guess after all the exhausting strings of events, onE wun have time to slowly reflect upon one action as much as when there are loads of timE..

Guess tat is one of the significant reason tat i failed to see what i shld haven seen long before.. maybE i shld have been more decisive.. more demanding.. more devastating.. haha...

I always held on to a shimmer of hope that everything will turn out well as the boat leaves the stream to the sea... Guess due to my myopia, what i thought was entering the sea was just a illusion to moving to another part of the stream.. no doubts faults lies in my inability to demand and decide.. thus i sometime wonder what do i really want? is giving slight deviation detrimental? guess its just one more lesson learnt along the way.. the hard way..

too much guess and just too much possibility.. would it be a diplomatic or a deterrent ending? ideal vs impossiblE?


there can be always a thousand and zero one reason to a result.. which one do u want to hear?
there are a thousand and zero one list of what i cant do.. of which, first would bE fake..