HAPPY NEW YEAR!!


haha... its finally new year...

spring cleaning has clear out alot of junks... i do mean alot... haha...
now the room is fresh^2 :)


too tired to blog... was doing the facebook 25 guestion thing... then my com keep crashing... haha... so how much do u noe me?


1.Slackly is my partner... tomorrow is my reason…

2.When I was young, I used to pretend I am a teacher and put ticks on assessment book questions… yup! not on answers but questions

3.I used to do colouring on newspapers… giving beards and hair extentions to people that I can find inside…

4.Day dreaming is my part time career… I dream about having special powers and will shoot fire/water/ice out of my hands…

5.Listening to music is able to bring me from one extreme emotion to another.

6.My heart will melt when someone sings over the phone (okie… I know it sounds weird…)

7.I love shopping at Marketplace/Cold Storage/NTUC/IKEA/Arts friend… coz they give me more satisfactions than shopping around orchard road, bugis and dhoby ghaut.

8.When I wear black, means I dun wanna be notice… when I wear white, means I dun really care… when I wear orange, means I am bubbly! =)

9.I love to talk… I am a chatterbox!!! Just that when I am around with strangers or people that impress me… my box seem to go for a holiday…

10.Used to read up on wicca… aka witchcraft… coz I thought it was fun… and indeed it was… =)

11.I thought of suicide when I was young after a quarrel with my parents… (stupid!)

12.Emotion fills my heart, but not my expression… Crying is something that I cant really do… and it is very laggy… aka will cry only after 1 day or 2…

13.Act cute is not what I like to do… just tat it grabs attentions, move a conversation or break the ice… it really does break ice!!! =)

14.I love to argue… not for the sake for argument… but just for the fun of it… and it amaze me how people react =)

15.I love attention… but too much attention will turn my ears instantly red… and worst is I can’t help it! =x

16.People who are musically incline and do sports are attractive… at least to me… LOL!

17.Jack of all trades but master of non fits me perfectly… went for a lot of lesson… learnt a lot of tricks or two… but never once completed any courses…

18.Self esteem is never on friendly terms with me…

19.As much as I love to get tan… I prefer hanging out at night…

20.I hate crowds of strangers… but welcome a crowd of friends =)

21.If I saw someone with the same shirt/jeans/shoes as mine… I will condemn that piece and never/seldom wear it again… coz I like to be unique… (of course, organization/class shirts are nt inclusive)

22.When I am mad… in my mind I will start bitching bout the person… but in reality, it doesn’t really happen… coz I really dun have the heart to do it…

23.Show me double face, I show u double slap (I hate double face ppl…)

24.I was once a true gentlemen... and comb my hair 3,7 using 2 cups of oil =x

25.A typical aquarius guy… read up more if u wish… too much to copy from… :P

its so fast... and its new year eve!


its kinda the only day of the year i love... coz it means SPRING CLEANING!!!


yea... while clearing some stuffs... fond childhood memories flood my vision... cant believe i actually keep those stuffs then i am young... mainly, pencil made on the year i am born, files tat was given on national days etc. and last but nt least... lots and lots of small small figuring, many i forgotten the history behind it =x


yup yup! going to continue packing... more updates later :D

3 days to lunar new year! :)


cant believe tat its new year again... house under big mess... cookies... sweets... pinning up deco... spring cleaning... haha... so much to do... left only so much time...


haha...

time to clear my com too... :)

i am back frm lala land... fast right?


minus away the time i spent rowing around my bed... and 0.5hr for eating breakfast :P






haha... its been a long long time since i sat for exam in the sports hall...
23rd feb will be my unofficially graduation day! wOots!!! gd bye to sch... and hello to working world...

tell me bout it...


lets hope my enlistment is after 28th march... *pray* haha...

forcing myself to sleep is no longer a successful...


ARG!

watch 200 pounds beauty yet again...


thought it was recommended by my frenz ages ago to watch it... i only manage to catch it last june, when i was in china... then jon and i nth do... start to find movie and watch... nah! its nt porn... its juz a very very touching movie...


the first time watching it... i was juz reviewing the music and the plot... and it was memorising... now after 6mths... watching the movie again brings me to a emotional level of how the character is feeling... sounds lame... ooh well... tis quote captured my attention... we can only do wat we are capable of... sounds very logical, too logical...


norms are basically what is set by the society thought its evolution... its a invisible barrier set by ppl to ensure everything falls in order... i am nt saying order is bad... (i pretty love a neat room myself) juz that... is it really all? isit really the maximum it can go? athletics believes in pushing limits... wat are the limits? wat is the extend? think out of the box? what exactly draws the box to give it a shape?

y does even the most perfect thing in the world exist with its own flaws... its a never ending cycle of asking why should it be like this and cracking brains to give a plausible solution to every question raised... is there really a 100% full prove solution out there? confine to norms are often accepted as a appropriate behavior... like wise the other way around... deviation leads to disapproval...


feeling so conflicting these few days... ideas clash with ideas... actions clash with words... feelings clash with emotions...


maybe its juz me... or isit time to blame the weather for everything tat doesnt goes our way again??


i think i had given myself ample time to think through... i noe wat i want... how much compromised... how much effort...


draw a line to everything... isit really necessary?
guess??

nice colours :)



cam whoring in lift.. haha...



就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫
爱 是不是都一样
不论多漫长
终究剧终人散


p.s. nt all chinese words or small captions means something :)

i dun really get it...


i dun...


Medicine...
Kim Leoni
They say that your kiss is like a pill
Designed to change the way that I feel
For every heartache you gotta cure
That's why I put my trust in you

Everybody's looking for what they want
And everybody's looking for what they need
Gotta keep on looking for what I want
(Gotta keep on looking for what I want)

But I don't even know your name
So I will call you medicine
You can ease my pain

I don't wanna feel the same
Tonight I need your medicine
To put out the flame

I DUN CARE ANYMORE...


PES E then PES E lor...
no POP then no POP lor...
cheap labor then cheap labor lor...


finally nt tat depress anymore :)


went CNY shopping wif bernard, zac and weik... FINALLY bought a pair of shoes and a jeans... hehe...
the next day went back to bugis wif my parents again... supposedly was to go the chinese temple pray... then in the end, end up at bugis junction and bought another shirt... tis CNY i will be wearing SHIRTS! :)


time is so precious now... deadlines are close... so close tat is leaving me breathless... expectations are rising... results are dropping... turmoil... ARG!


sometimes... i feel like giving up... like a child... juz give up and start crying... however... i am no longer young... no longer defenseless... no longer dependent... in reality... its either u stand up to the challenges... or fall and lag behind... far far behind...

no one is going to care...
no one is going to bother...
no one is going to give a damn if u dun give a damn...


something i learnt as i age... time waits for no one... its either u rise, or u fall... life is so "simple" isnt it?


feeling very mixed up right now... lost my anchor yet again...

what am i striving for?
what am i working for?
is it really what i want?


even i, myself have no idea...
typing without thinking... completing tis entry within 5min...
juz pouring out a small part of my heart.. maybe when i look back... it can give me some inspiration... maybe when i look back... i might still be a stand still... maybe when i look back... i would realise how far have i gone...


gone...

haha... didnt realise TPCO actually got a vid on youtube!!! haha...
and its taken when there is alot of tai feng... aka wind blowing up the "stage" causing alot of scores to fly around... and suprising... the pieces wasnt perform that badly dispite having to catch flying scores and for most girls trying nt to look like a monster with hair blown all over the face... :P











btw... cant i be depress... juz for a short while? y isit it okie for me to be depress? PES E9L9... no promotions... no pay rise... 400 bucks/mth for 2 long years... how much more worst can life gets... maybe i shld pick up a part-time degree or wat during tat 2 freaking wasted years...

I WANT TO SHOP TML!!! finding stuffs tat i want makes me less depress :)

ARG! i feel like killing myself...

PES E 9.9... getting a $400+ pay for being a clerk the next 2 years of my life... so much so for "gd fortune" for aquarius like me... sian sianz... gotta save before i enlist or risk getting broke half way into NS... =x

on the brighter side... like wat kev says... i got the rank many ppl dieing to get in, but cant...


sianz sianz... 2 years of paper work... here i come!!!

and i am off...


to CMPB... aka central manpower base... aka army camp... aka guys NS checkup place... aka 3 depot road... aka ulu place... = LOST!


haha... only been there before once... wif my mum to extend my passport due to nsf stuffs... hopefully able to find my way there alone this time round :)


too bad i cant bring my cam phone inside... haha...



wish me luck...

projects!!!


the more i try to like Material and nanotechnology (one of my core module) the more the lecturer makes me hate it...

one news after the other... ARG!


on a brighter note...

i get to complain bout it and relieve some stress in the process...

MONDAY!!!


after giving a few quick marking on my 2009 planner... i realise...


TIME IS NOT ON MY SIDE...


2 weeks to CNY means...

~1 week to get CNY shopping done...
~1 week to practise my di zhi before a break...
~1 week left to get 2 project draft done...
~1 week to enjoy the last week of my teens...
~1 week and 6 days to deco the house..
~1 week and 6 days to get my room all packed..


ooh... after CNY... more amazing stuffs are lined up...
so not looking forward to those... except a few exceptions of course :P
which include meet up with frenz :)


how i used to believe life is long... it seem quite the opposite to me now...


i miss my long hair... its damn short now... no different from those from sec/army :(




it doesnt look as appetizing as its taste :P
carrot + apple juice...

these few days are beverages making day for me... juices, coffee, chinese tea...
my taste buds are getting the perks :)




gotta end here... and go back to my projects...
91.3 FM rocks!!! haha... its a nice channel to accompany me through the night... like a up to date ipod... with classic and pop music :)

i am having a insomnia...


nt tat i love craig david... but i think my internal clock are screw up!


sleepless ppl = emo ppl...


its sometime very funny how the exact... okie... nt really the exact... but almost similar phrase... used on two separated people will result in two very extreme end points... juz like using the same precursor, however when subjected to different temp/pressure the product tat come out is very different...


as ppl grow up in life... responsibility increase... friends increases... balancing is becoming more and more impt... as too emphasis on one side will lead to a domino effect on the other... i am nt kidding... i feel so so so lousy @ times... i juz cant keep the balance no matter how much i try... wonder when will i ever succeed...

worst when i am getting older... yet my abilities seem to be @ a stand still since eons ago... haven been improving...


it makes me realise suddenly how easy is it to strike-3 in life...
and there is no restart...


ooh..
8. i will be glad to receive external hard drive :)

EXACTLY 18 DAYS AWAY FROM CNY...

and 20 days away from my birthday!!!


haha...
time really flys... with an blink of an eye... i am going 20!!! ARG!
nt forgetting... shld i mention... i am enlisting soon... gone with the hair...


ooh well... in-case u are wondering wat to get for me (so bhb =x)

1. i DUN wanna receive chocolates!! (my pimples are getting out of control due to stress)
2. receiving facial mask from body shop is VERY deeply appreciated...
3. i dun mind HAVING new cologne to my current collection :)
4. any bags tat are NOT shoulder bags are lovely...
5. any hand made cards will be CHERISHED...
6. treat to a scrumptious meal is fulfilling :)
7. last but not least... greetings that comes in ALL sorts of form will be remembered!


juz like the fireworks on the new year :)

at random blog hopping found this damn funny post...
still collecting 2008 photos... LOL!


Doctor's Opinion

When a panel of doctors was asked to vote on adding a new wing to their hospital, the allergists voted to scratch it and the dermatologists advised not to make any rash moves.

The gastroenterologists had sort of a gut feeling about it, but the neurologists thought the administration had alot of nerve, and the obstetricians felt they were labouring under a misconception.

The ophthalmologists considered the idea short-sighted; the pathologists yelled "Over my dead body.", while the paediatricians said "Oh, grow up!".

THe psychiatrists thought the whole idea was madness, the radiologists could see right through it, and the surgeons decided to wash their hands off the whole thing.

The internists thought it was a bitter pill to swallow, and the plastic surgeons said "This puts a whole new face on the mattter.".

The podiatrists thought it was a step forward, but the urologists felt the scheme wouldn't hold water.

The anaesthetists thought the whole idea was a gas and the cardiologists didn't have the heart to say no.

In the end, the proctologists left the decision up to some a**hole in the administration.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!


haha... guess tats kinda late...


haven really got the mood to blog these days...
collecting pics now!!! pls send me pics taken in year 08 wif me! =x
*blush*


LOL!

desires and requirements dun often goes together for me...
weighting them out...


new year... new start... new attitude... new life...


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