SIAN!!!


the reformat disc my bro burn for me is still nt bootable according to my laptop...
means... my laptop is still DEAD!

ARG!!!

and yet again... the last of my commitments with the sch is finally over... though the concert was very messy... it is finally OVER!

no more reasons for me to go temasek poly anymore... i guess i am going to miss the place, the people and the environment dearly...


concerts pics will be up on my blog once i reformat my com...


pls bear with it a while longer...

in another 12 hrs i am going to go on stage for perform for the first and most probably the last time of mine life...


gosh... these few days are practically juz CO packed... all tats in my head is the tune and the timing... =x hee... gonna miss my frenz there, the CO family, the maids family and all... :) these few weeks wouldnt have been so manageable if they are nt around to share the fun!

so sorry to all frenz tat i forgotten bout whether u are coming and kept asking... coz i seriously cant rmb so much stuffs... =x


going to miss the scene of squeezing up the bus for sch every mornin after today... its been 3 yrs... going to miss the plants in CO room, the sofa, the piano... and the ppl i noe in TP, the frenz in TP... to think i came into TP knowing no one in the whole applied science sch from my secondary sch... and leaving knowing a number of frenz... haha...


time to pop a lollipop to chase away the emo-ness... so going to enjoy my concert today! :)
NOTHING IS GOING TO STOP MY WAY!


did i mention today is going to be cam whore all the way? :P

weeeeeeeee!!! i am here... as crazy as ever... haha...


yesterday nite, lily was pawn by lucy kanna suan by susie and siti... LOL! some of the nicknames of the maids family... ooh well... tats nt the point... the point is we were laughing so loudly @ 11pm? and the whole coffee shop was staring @ us and the zhu chao aunty was exclaiming that we can laugh tilll the coffee collapse =x

some uncommon slights of my unglam moments... but its really damn RELAXING! all the stress and the unused laughter was juz LAUGHED away... yup... then the emo-ous come in to replace the place of the laughter...


I realise i changed... for the worst... frenz are often the mirrors to ur self... through them... u see urself... past, present... and i hope nt future...


with my com crash... its going to be a long time before i will upload pics again =x

BUSY BUSY BUSY!



haha... i realise that free time is directly proportional to blogging
and blogging is directly proportional to emo...

therefore... free time is directly proportional square to emo...
and no free time = 0 and 0^2 = 0 which equates to no emo or temp blockage to emo.


haha... so lets see... (below is juz my schedule... if u find it too boring, feel free to scroll till u see dot lines)


frm last mon to wed, there was a very well plan Temasek Poly Chinese Orchestra camp in sch... we overnite and did some games... but mostly is practise for the upcoming concert... was quite fun... except the food was... affordable? haha... i dun mind paying more for better food though =x

thur was sectional and full orchestra practise... so its basically whole day in sch?

fri was IT fair intro... damn lots of ppl in suntec... thx joey for accompanying my to see the fair... the whole isnt a big place... haha... after tat went to bugis to meet wilson and roystan for orange juice... gosh! when i though i going to stop orange juicing till my checkup...

sat was basically full orchestra practise in sch again... then pei my "sister" paul, wanling and wenhui to suntec again... wanted to go up with them to check the price again but due to the crowd, gave it a miss and went to clark quey to meet roystan they all... haha... dunnO y he so emo tat day... haha... learnt tat lollipop can liven up a person mood! :)

sun was supreme court... went with jim and kevin... i must say... inside is WOW! haa... though the floor seem hollow... like its going to give way to heavy weight champions =x anyways... after walking through the supreme court, i manage to squeeze through the crowd and to get one 320GB port hard drive for $99/- so its basically busy transfer of stuffs frm laptop to hd...

mon was similar... went sch abit earlier to brief wat i noe about one of my yr 2 subject to cle... and full orchestra practise...

tues was FUN!!! had k-box for 6hrs with yu ren, trish, crystal, wanling and huimin... and its juz $7! + $1 for a very lovely bubble tea.. :)

wed was TODAY! went sch early for sectional practise and slack...

tml will be having a dry run rehearsal and full orchestra practise...

coming fri will be dental appointment and maybe going to RP to support fren... maybe... coz i haven found kaki to go wif me...

coming sat will be full orchestra practise again...

nth on coming sun...

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so my busy schedule is going to end on sun? haha... guess i shld give myself one gd day to be free and emo?? haha...


as its quite obvious... most of my life revolve around chinese orchestra... hmmmmmm... wonders wat happen when the concert is over? wat am i going to do...


dun feel like uploading pics today... watch out for next post... :)

gosh! i am so late for the upcoming chinese orchestra camp... guess mr tan is going to get again!!! haha....


yesterday was kinda fun... today will be more fun! :)
haha... disappear from home till tml :P

SAT WAS SUPER FUN!!!


went to orchestra practice... though nt alot of ppl were present... manage to practise quite a fair bit of fei tian aka flying aspeara? haha... and juz when the conductor was picking up some stuffs from the ground, i slip out =x opps... haha... but i did inform my leader i leaving early... due to pre-planned stuffs :)


rushed home for a quick shower before going to pasir ris for BBQ!!! haha... though i didnt really get to BBQ stuffs due to the rain, the fire was only going before i was about to leave... so took some pics... YU XIANG PICTURES!!! haha... bet she will be shock to see her name...


anyway... left the BBQ and went to NUS cultural hall for the chinese orchestra allure concert... was browsing the intro booklet when i saw FEI TIAN!!! haha... kinda coincidental tat they are performing the song... when the song came... it was kinda disappointing... but hey! it is still better than ours =x


after concert... it became the first time in my life... i get to feel the HIGH and the WORST!

hee... now i know y so many ppl seek the high feeling... its kinda... intersting? haha... but i still cant dance =x haiz... and i am now suffering from the consequence of MASSIVE headache!


but i kinda like the headache... it serve as a reminder!! :)

isit necessary for falling down process to happen before growth is being done? if tats the case, i dun mind falling down hard... get hurt and grow up... haha...


cant believe the sat i been planning the whole of last week has finally arrive... though a few sacrifice gotta be made to fill the whole pic... i believe that today is going be well spent... with programs frm afternOon to late late nite... i guess its enuf to keep me frm emoing for one day...


i hope...


haha... with the new blog song... take a break from reading to enjoy it... its really nice...

haha... my life is pathetic... always kanna damsel in distress..


and being the damsel... i was advise by my fren yet again... haha... and he spend the whole lunch hr telling me bout how to set goals which can help me to realise my dream and nt feel so failure... haha... so paiseh!!! but it helps on dieting though... opps! =x


hmmmmm...

working hard...

like Robbie Williams


to be a better man!!
:)

juz a random thought...


feelings are like a dual sword... it can mend the cracks in the inner sphere or it can juz pierce its way through and cause a bigger crack or worst, a hole... until the point whereby the sphere is no longer a sphere... but a irregular object...

feelings weak or strong... are the same... very skeptical to wear and tear of time and emotions... so gotta act upon the strong feeling before it fades into gray and *poof* wat remain is juz some dust to mark its existence...

yet... as interesting as it is, time goes... dust collects... new dust settle upon the remains of old dust... helping to insulate the sensitive layer from interacting with other feelings.. thus protecting the inner sphere from the harmful side of feelings...

rough sphere tat been through alot of piercing has many cracks... these crack helps to add grip onto the sphere and help other sphere to attach onto it... smooth sphere on the other hand... haven really been through alot of piercing, thus it doesnt have the grip as compare to rough sphere... but aesthetically it defeat a rough sphere hands down...


rough sphere vs smooth sphere...

two different direction...
two different results...
two different me....

haha... as promised... the pics for the BBQ/Steamboat @ bugis... juz infront of topone? i wun say the service is nice... but the price is quite reasonable lah... 20++?

hmmmmm.... there are the girls... with siying peeling the PRAWNS! wOots... surprising... the prawns are quite fresh (even though it doesnt look like fresh)... coz i eaten quite a no. but my hands didnt itch the next few days...



here are the results! i think got 30 over prawns... coz this plate is juz the session 1 of prawn been peel by here.... after tat still got alot more!!! haha... good housewife in the future...



the shells tat are left over... wOots!!!



raw prawns juz put into the hotplate? haha... the raw prawns is more than one round of bbqing... so we separate into a few times...



the cooked prawns... looks yummy... taste yummy... my mouth still waters when i saw this... wahahahaha...




basically tats the few pics i took... coz the rest of the time is busy makaning... =x
ate one BIG plate of slice beef... i juz keep bbqing and eat and bbqing and eat... and before i knew it... one plate finished by me... =x

i was kinda surprise myself too :)



and on sat morning... due to the fully redeem free tickets -2009 tickets- to jurong birdpark @ 850am... bernard/zac/jim and i decided to go sing k instead!!! wOots!!!

11am to 6pm...
7hrs... free flow drinks for 20+ again! :)

the place looks exactly like the one above my 2 star hotel when i stayed in beijing for my internship... but the price is so much more ex... and the songs is so limited!!! i cant find afew songs i like inside!!! ARG!!!!


the drinks...



and the camera with all the pics inside... wahahahaha...
muz pressurise abit for the pics...

:P sorry!




so i spent a total of 70++ for the weekend... =x
coz sat nite i went for orange juice session and sun i went to coffee club drink coffee with my CO frenz...


sianz... i need a job soon to cover my expenses... and to occupy my time... so i dun have so much free time to blog... which is wat i am doing nOw :P

juz got back from some orange juice session... gave me a tremendous wake up call... thx nic too for being my listening ear and adviser... really really thx!


hmmmmmm... fri went to steamboat/BBQ on fri nite wif my sec frenz... damn fun! but lazy to upload pics... maybe next post?


wOke up @ 5am... coz my bernard zac and jim wanted to go birdpark... the 2009 free entry thinging... apparently we were alittle bit too late... so we went to sing K @ Ktop(something) @ bugis... juz the same place where i had my BBQ on fri :) coincidental!!! haha... roystan came too... and we sang for around 7hrs :)


after tat... went for dinner and went orange juice session wif roystan/jim/kev... even though i knew i was @ my limit of being conscious, i didnt noe wat pulls me... and i suddenly start drinking more than i shld... and questions start popping out... though i was sitting pretty steady... my brain was not... questions after question with no answer...


anyway... tats all for now... gonna sleep soon... or i am seriously getting an hangover :)