Good Morning!

haha... its been a long long time since i blog in the mornin? LOL...
the cold morning is giving me the Emo-ness...

yesterday and the day before i went K!! :D
its been a super duper fun experience!! thx guys!!

songs helps to find back the old mE... the one full of emotions, the one full of thoughts...
RAWR!!

this song used to bE a song i pour my emo-ness into... apparently it is seeping out to me now... and it helps to make mE feel like mE again... the feelings is so sad yet so human.... so real...

Theme thEme themE~~


RAWR!!!



thinking...

its going to be another weekend again...


another weekday and another weekend... unknowingly... i have been in service for 5 mths... time flys... wonder would it continue flying... or would it suddenly stay stagnant...


how i wish i could be... maybe i am...


nitEx nitex~!

WOW! its been a mth...


yup! almost a full mth since i last appear anywhere near... its been a rainy week... its nt like anyone would complain about the cooling weather... but it seem quite interesting how cooling and WET! weather helps to cool and slow down the pace of life... i mean... wat else can u actually do when its all rainy and stuffs except to sit down, have a cup of hot tea and ponder...

thinking makes me moody... nt sad, nt irritating... but MOODY... and radio playing the songs tat brings back moody memories does help to bring in the mood fast...

How long have past since i contact a few used to be close fren for a meal?
How long have past since i does some activities to keep myself fit?
How long have past since i listen to songs when i am MOODY?
How long have past since i grown up and become someone unknowingly?
How long have past since i really sit down and ponder what is my next goal in life?
How long have past since i make new frenz and could chat about everything under the sun?
How long have past since i make it a point to update my blog...


HOW LONG!


The next Christmas is coming right up... so fast... so soon... another year had past... what have i done this year to be proud of? nth?? maybe really nth!


I miss my dizi, i miss my frenz, i miss my books, and i really miss my old me...
If moving forward means forgoing the older being, could i juz stay put?

or maybe...

its really time to grow up... stop being a child and be a USEFUL ADULT!
after Christmas, 21st will be coming right up...

its NOT LIKE i am afraid to grow old, afraid to hold responsibility, afraid of losing frenz, afraid of solving challenges, afraid of being independent... or am i?


LOSt AGAIn in the BIg OCEAn of MINd...