was chatting wif a new fren yesterday bout some stuffs... then it suddenly hit me... how long has it been?


time flies.. definitely, especially once u get pass 16, the years of 17,18,19 juz zoom past... i cant really say my life is mundane during tis few yrs... there are extreme ups and downs... unbelieveable but true... everything seem to happen juz yesterday... each single mistake, each mesmerizing moment, each drama scene... everything seem so crystal clear...

grown up? maybe? *okie... i nOe the gals in my class read tis sure dun believe... haha* but... yea... all tis "experiences" i encounter, made me realise tat i am old le... changed? might be a better word to use then? the innocent (i WAS innocent before k?) and simple guy was no longer innocent...


i hate myself for being very sensitive... though it had its pros of, noticing events happening around me without a second thought, hints given by teachers... still the cons of, when ppl wanna give me surprise juz flop make me so hate myself for being sensitive...

the weirdest thing is that even though my brain is sensitive to my surrounding, my mouth isnt anything close to sensitive... i cant seem to sweet talk, talk in considering for others... my mouth juz operate as a separate entity frm my body...


okie... seriously... i have no idea y am i blabbing so early on sun mornin...
juz my PERIOD! haha... it will get over very very quickly...

*i hope*