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Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 11:06 AM
it feels weird.. believe it or nt... it seriously feels weird after living in a foreign land for 2mths and reach home again... kinda miss my roommate... haha... his crazy laughter and giggle had help me alot during my trip... really gotta thx him! ooh... thx for unclogging my laughter pipe! HAHA! some how a a weird emotion strikes me... and it reminds me of one of my all time fav, a damn old song by Mobile by Avril Lavigne, "Went back home again This sucks gotta pack up and leave again Say goodbye to all my friends Can't say when I'll be there again It's time now to turn around Turn my back on everything Turn my back on everything... Everything's changing when I turn around All out of my control, I'm a mobile Everything's changing everywhere I go Out of what I know, I'm a mobile ohh, yeah Start back at this life Stretch myself back into the vibe I'm waking up to say I've tried Instead of waking up to another fuckin' T.V. Guide It's time now to turn around Turn and walk on this crazy ground Oh, oh Everything's changing when I turn around All out of my control, I'm a mobile Everything's changing everywhere I go Out of what I know, I'm a mobile Yeah, everywhere I go I'm a mobile.." wanted to post a pic post today... however suddenly juz doesnt have the feel... ahaha... weird arent i? well... maybe tml or the day after... mean time... coz tis "You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting. You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective. At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life! Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'. You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE! from : http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/" been thinking bout the same thing before i done tis "test" long time back... shld i really do wat i wanna do? its hard to choose... doubt anyone can understand... haha... kkz... off to emo again... cya!!! |
