just when i thought all is right... i realise nth is really right...


its funny how only at times like this... i would suddenly feel the urge to take out my tarot set... yet... my logic is telling me not to depend on the deck too much... cant help feeling lost right now... lost my anchor point, juz drifting aimlessly now... i hate nt having a goal, but wat goal could i possibility set right now...


shld i juz do juz like wat i done in the past? it could put an end to tis short term misery... however it would juz make the long term misery worst... humans are strange creatures... aquarius are weirder humans... how i wish i could go back to a baby and start all over again... juz like playing games and pressing restart buttons...


gosh... i think i better start to sleep soon... hope work is able to numb me till next sat? =x
till then...