ahhhhhhhh... time flys... its hours later before the performance starts... lets hope and pray for the better!!!


anyways.... was kinda sad/fustrated yesterday... guess its all up to me and my partner for our major project... since we are being isolated and no one can help us... ARG! i dun understand y am i so suay! its like suay till no one has suay before... no matter wat... i am juz nt going to sit here and do nth allowing them give me a C or even D+ for my major project... i believe i can change my fate! i dun care le! the more they dun wanna me go up... the more i would push my way through... (ask the aunty tat take tat crowded bus wif me early mornin if u dun believe) LOL!


ooh... and i suddenly realise i am seriously lagging behind... nt juz interms of intelligents... but also some mindset... gosh... and my skills in playing instruments too... looks like i got alot alot of catching up to do! alter ego? co-exist? i will never gonna sit and see wat happen le... coz i am here to make it happen :)