haha... wondering to myself y am i still awaken @ tis weird hr... cant seem to get an answer... dun wish to... anyways... the mini performance @ esplanade has finally come to an end... thought its nt very gd... annual concert @ Victoria concert hall will be better! hee....









ooh... and yesterday was the last day for my INTERNSHIP! its finally OVER after 6 freaking long months!!! wOots! even though i gotta work OT for my last day... and coming back to sch after my internship to "impart" skills... i am still glad... no longer am i tied to 9~6pm in sch everyday... a small part of me... (as usual) is feeling kinda sad...

6 mths past so fast... i was waking @ 4am every mornin to take bus to jurong island... having to work 2 dead shift (midnite shift)... went to china wif 4 totally stranger, coming back as 4 close frenz... staying wif a stranger for 2 mths in a damn small cosy who had tat become one of my closer frenz... came back SG, waking @ 530am each mornin so as to get to sch by 830am everyday for another 2 mths... i guess i will miss tis kinda lifestyle...

nt forgetting... exploring places by trying to make up what the chinese characters says... trying new foods... getting conned thinking that everything is so cheap... faking smiles... rushing to meet deadlines... preparing for 1st ever public performance i done with both performance are 2 weeks apart... cooking 18 tea eggs for 3 days 3 nights... and much much more...

within tis 6mths... i felt i had grown alot alot older... i learnt to see things more easily... letting things go more freely... tat, (from what i heard) is what all overseas internship students learnt too... kinda glad? kinda sad? kinda lost? kinda gain...

after an outing with weik, zac and nard... i realise that sometimes... an anchor to pull/held doesnt have to be a person or an object... noe what is ur initial goal... and hook on firmly to it... although it might seem gray and dull now... it will nt stay gray forever... nth is ever fixed... every single thing around is mobile.. it juz ends with how fast or slow the motion is... keeping up, falling back.. or even moving ahead...


okie... the more i blog... the more emo i get... maybe i shld stop for tonite..
haox that u see 6 months before... wun be the haox u see 6 months after...
the overwhelming distance of what is right and what is wrong wrong govern by the society is guided by fine line of approval and disapproval of the majority?


last but nt least... a song tat i love... and hope u would love it too :)