shld not be blogging now... but i need a place to emO! haha... alone in lib doing literature review now... finally i felt i been exercising my brain excessively for the first time since i came back... did alot of thinking and alot of information filing into the mini brain of mine!


its damn cold/empty and quiet now... finally there is an equilibrium with whats around me and what i am feeling inside... haha... so rare! was chatting wif cLe last nite... its true going to overseas for a long period will be fruitful... ppl around will change drastically... frm close fren to norm fren... frm norm fren to close fren or even acquaintance .. its just like ur life been fast forward to 1 or even 3yrs time... there is always two side to the picture... on one hand, u are kinda "abandon" while on another hand, u found what can really last through time and what are u actually been striving for all these yrs...


leave me in an empty place... tats how emo i can actually get... gosh... i better get back to my work! today clocking out @ 530... hmmmmmmm... will it happen? haha...