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Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 11:19 AM
Word of the day is Prioritizing haha... emo hao is here to talk bout how he feel about prioritizing... prioritizing to emo hao is a skill that he had been trying to learn for a long time but cant grasp the skill of it... to him... its a very very hard to manage word that he will try to avoid @ all cost... but it juz come back to him everytime... coz... his life is always leading to the extremes... its either 0 ppl find him or 100 ppl find him for a period of time... he dunno how to priortised and often offended alot of people because of that... trying hard to please everyone around him is nt easy for him... dunno when to be himself and when to be someone that others precieve as... its easy to say juz be urself... but what happens when emo hao dun even noe who/what/how to be himself? haha... impossible? maybe not? music has always been a warm and cosy place for emo hao to find a secluded place to ponder.. pondering what he really wants... what he really is... how he wanna get to what he wants... at wat price... prioritizing is something emo hao going practise from today onwards... puting what he thinks is important first and chunk aside what he thinks doesnt even deserve his attention... sound fierce... but... emo hao hates it when he prioritise things first yet he is priorities last... "whats the point" is racing across his head whenever it happen... and "it wun happen again" always try to win the fight... but even "it wun happen again" is getting tired of fighting now... and decided to rest for a period of time and let "whats the point" take over :) Muster all he could muster... Master what he could master... emo hao swears he is changing... for the better... till that is achieve... he is still a vulunable kid =x |