Monday, November 10, 2008 @ 1:48 AM
haha... its funny how i only start to blog when i turn emo...
was browsing my songs... and clearing my phone... then things juz got so emotional tat i decided to temporary stop working on my sch project and slack here awhile... (okie... haven been working hard on the project so far either =x)
its funny how songs can bring out emotions in me FAST! and i meant real fast... which sometimes give me extreme mood swings too... yea... guys are entitled to mood swings too okie? not juz girls... coz inevitability, we are still HUMAN! dispite the fact that self-psychoing is able to help, there is a limit to the extend it can cover... and its weird how i purposely playing songs tat remind me of
sad wonderful memories now... (self induce emo?) i am tired of being so positive... too positive... how i wish i could juz be feeling blue again... how i wish instead of being the positive one, someone else is being positive for me... haha...
i dun wanna grow old... although tough times like indulgence has it limit... how i wish i could stay in comfort forever...
anyways... guess its about time to run my life myself... instead of waiting for ppl to push/pull me along in theirs...
guess...
zi hao aka jayden aka haohaox
is determine to get what he want... haha...
if only it was a gift... haha... i made them myself!!! :)
