I DUN CARE ANYMORE...


PES E then PES E lor...
no POP then no POP lor...
cheap labor then cheap labor lor...


finally nt tat depress anymore :)


went CNY shopping wif bernard, zac and weik... FINALLY bought a pair of shoes and a jeans... hehe...
the next day went back to bugis wif my parents again... supposedly was to go the chinese temple pray... then in the end, end up at bugis junction and bought another shirt... tis CNY i will be wearing SHIRTS! :)


time is so precious now... deadlines are close... so close tat is leaving me breathless... expectations are rising... results are dropping... turmoil... ARG!


sometimes... i feel like giving up... like a child... juz give up and start crying... however... i am no longer young... no longer defenseless... no longer dependent... in reality... its either u stand up to the challenges... or fall and lag behind... far far behind...

no one is going to care...
no one is going to bother...
no one is going to give a damn if u dun give a damn...


something i learnt as i age... time waits for no one... its either u rise, or u fall... life is so "simple" isnt it?


feeling very mixed up right now... lost my anchor yet again...

what am i striving for?
what am i working for?
is it really what i want?


even i, myself have no idea...
typing without thinking... completing tis entry within 5min...
juz pouring out a small part of my heart.. maybe when i look back... it can give me some inspiration... maybe when i look back... i might still be a stand still... maybe when i look back... i would realise how far have i gone...


gone...