Wednesday, January 21, 2009 @ 12:28 AM
watch 200 pounds beauty yet again...
thought it was recommended by my frenz ages ago to watch it... i only manage to catch it last june, when i was in china... then jon and i nth do... start to find movie and watch... nah! its nt porn... its juz a very very touching movie...
the first time watching it... i was juz reviewing the music and the plot... and it was memorising... now after 6mths... watching the movie again brings me to a emotional level of how the character is feeling... sounds lame... ooh well... tis quote captured my attention... we can only do wat we are capable of... sounds very logical, too logical...
norms are basically what is set by the society thought its evolution... its a invisible barrier set by ppl to ensure everything falls in order... i am nt saying order is bad... (i pretty love a neat room myself) juz that... is it really all? isit really the maximum it can go? athletics believes in pushing limits... wat are the limits? wat is the extend? think out of the box? what exactly draws the box to give it a shape?
y does even the most perfect thing in the world exist with its own flaws... its a never ending cycle of asking why should it be like this and cracking brains to give a plausible solution to every question raised... is there really a 100% full prove solution out there? confine to norms are often accepted as a appropriate behavior... like wise the other way around... deviation leads to disapproval...
feeling so conflicting these few days... ideas clash with ideas... actions clash with words... feelings clash with emotions...
maybe its juz me... or isit time to blame the weather for everything tat doesnt goes our way again??
i think i had given myself ample time to think through... i noe wat i want... how much compromised... how much effort...
draw a line to everything... isit really necessary?
guess??
nice colours :)

cam whoring in lift.. haha...

就算瞬间老去毫不犹豫
爱 是不是都一样
不论多漫长
终究剧终人散
p.s. nt all chinese words or small captions means something :)