woke up early today...


to watch sun rise... and to get some ironing done...
haha... unbelievable? its juz the random appearance of the nanny in me... dun believe can ask my room mate when we were in china for 2 mths... haha...


anyway... tats nt the reason to why am i blogging...
as all know... ironing is a routine action tat doesnt require brain power... so naturally... my thoughts drift to a event tat happen yesterday and suddenly, something hard hit me... nah... nt a physical reaction... but a mental reaction...


okie okie... lets start from the beginning of the whole story..

once upon a time yesterday was like usual, entering the lift with a "stranger" bounded home.. juz that before i get the chance to tell the "stranger" the level of the block at which i live @, casually he pressed 10 and 14 respectively... i was kinda stunned... real stun...

my immediate reaction was that, do i noe u? elimination mechanism was done so swiftly before i realized that the "stranger" was actually my pri sch classmate, someone whom i jio everyday to go home together...

he changed so much... i wanted to catch up with him... but i didnt noe wat was stopping me... hesitation made the 30sec? ride in the lift unbearable... that 30sec seem to last longer than usual... and juz when my voice seem to return to me... all i could muster was a soft whisper, "bye" and wave...

kinda embarrassing for meeting a close fren of mine in my pri sch days yet seem acquaintance ... if i still rmb his name correctly... it shld be alex...


its kinda sad that people who come into ur life at one particular point of time become so foreign when u proceed further down the path of ur life...
so much common interests was shared... so much memories were there... and it all ended up in smokes...